lovers

"I have been thinking how I don't love you anymore"
your lover for 8 years tells you as you both wake up.
"that's not good," you say.
"it's only a thought, I have millions of them a day, they don't mean much."
"what does this one mean?"
I don't know as I said it's just a thought I think about castles at times for god sake. As I said it doesn't mean that much. You don't need to blow it up."
"No, my love, that’s exactly what we need to do."
So you and your lover craft an entire world around this thought. What colors does it like, what nick names for large but not scary dogs would it make, what is the mayor of the town it life’s in daughters cheerleading song? It extensive and finally real.
"This is great for are relationship isn't it?"
there is no response
You finally ask the question, "Would this thought love me"
"Who are you?" She asks.
So you do the same with your live, devising a world based on your fears, hopes and wants
after weeks you ask again
"So would this thought love me?"
"Forget it your not a dreamer anyway"
"What's that supposed to mean.
"Watch my face of life." You lover says
has they storm out of the house leaving in there knew red car
off to a matinee movie with a blind child.