shoting yourself in your head for joy

you haven't felt alive in a long time and you want to change that
so you go on a life boat with a bunch of people who want to change also
awesome.

people like kindness, you know that
there are alot of actions and alot of people, you know that

"I'm a good person." You stand up and say it like a dog that realizes there a dog
"yes." Everyone in the life boat says with a smile
"everyone wants to be liked." You holler
"Yes." Everyone yells with glee
you pause and think, now how do you put this together
"so lets be nice to people!"
everyone cheers
you all have figured it all out
everyone on the life boat cries it's over you can be happy now
but you start thinking
that one way is different then another way
and what is the right way?
"were still lost." you yell while passing out smiling
the last image you see is the gun being passed around
Russian Roullet, got to feel alive
got to achive things step by step.