superhero's love!

you have seen it all there is no question about that
your back cries and you know that it's wonderful and you know it's not

you have done it all
really, you have
you have the scars and the memories

you rise up to the sky and make love to air
you invent a knew kind of pizza
your not amazed by anything these days
"Love?" the president says,
"What about love?"
"it's just an exstention of things." You say alittle worried
"I don't believe you, no one does."
"i'm surrounded by it." you cough
"No it's differnt once your actually in love."

there right you have never been in love
your not good at that kind of thing

so you go to a bar with flowers and a list of accomplishments
being both, lawyer, judge and jury that kind of stuff
you place it on the bar
nothing happens
you develop a knew kind of science in your mind
nothing happens
someone says hello to you
you ask them for help
and they sit next to you

shoting yourself in your head for joy

you haven't felt alive in a long time and you want to change that
so you go on a life boat with a bunch of people who want to change also
awesome.

people like kindness, you know that
there are alot of actions and alot of people, you know that

"I'm a good person." You stand up and say it like a dog that realizes there a dog
"yes." Everyone in the life boat says with a smile
"everyone wants to be liked." You holler
"Yes." Everyone yells with glee
you pause and think, now how do you put this together
"so lets be nice to people!"
everyone cheers
you all have figured it all out
everyone on the life boat cries it's over you can be happy now
but you start thinking
that one way is different then another way
and what is the right way?
"were still lost." you yell while passing out smiling
the last image you see is the gun being passed around
Russian Roullet, got to feel alive
got to achive things step by step.

courage vs kindess

there is an old house that everyone said is haunted
so you go there because you want to be liked
and isn't courage one of themost importatn things these days?
I mean kindness, sure but courage?
how many doors can you go thorugh with kindness alone?

So you go to teh house and invite everyone on the front lawn to watch you courage
to see if you can make it throught the night
you don't make it through the night, you don't make it long
your scared of everything
your ashmed of this and you lite yourself on fire
you run out of the house and the peolpe put the fire out

in the hospital the nurses give you alot of pudding
and some of the people that were there at the haunted house come and visit you
it's awkward and they think your confused
but your touched by there presence
and you can't help thinking that

maybe you will start working on this kindness thing
you give them some of your pudding
at least you know the same words as people